Honestly, I thought this night would be a bit better. But now that I’m sitting here and thinking about it all, I’m feeling really fucking shitty. My friends probably fucking hate me now, my high school drama career is pretty much over, and my dad didn’t even bother to come to my last show or ask me how it was or even feel any form of sympathy for me. He just yelled at me just like every other night. Fuck, whatever. Who ever will I fucking please.